BiliBala life

Friday 27 May 2011

hehe

insomia lately:(
昨天
abunene的事情都出来了, 我很久都没有用这一句词了,呵呵。
很可爱的mui ying 的lion被abunene买掉,哈哈哈哈。

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昨天又是@@的一天,很讨厌,不同种族的人,他说的!
上辈子不知道欠了我什么东西,他说的
欠我一亿钱不要还我,所以这辈子必须还啦。abunene

Tuesday 10 May 2011

我不晓得我现在做的东西有对吗?就像他说的 这个世界上没有对与错,只要自己觉得是对的,就去做,但我又在害怕些什么?谢谢你Bui,当我每次遇到问题时,你都会引导我,说一些有意义的话来让我安心。希望会没事。








P/S: 虽然那一个时候的我很生气很讨厌,但都过去了,没事的没事的,不需要补偿什么啦,大笨蛋。放假要到了哦,来我们一起出去散散心,找他,他两个可爱的姐姐和妹妹一起,好吗?但条件是不管之前我和你有什么过节,都不准再提了哦,就当做没发生过,好不好?曾经在我心情不好时,你曾给我安慰,同样的,但你失落时,我会尽我最大的能力给你最大的安慰。加油:)

Monday 9 May 2011

1:27P.M

 偶尔的我还是会想起你,林先生。但我很高兴你昨天晚上找了我,我知道这只是短暂的联系,但我真的很欣慰。我曾想过忘记所有的一切,回忆,但很明显的我失败了。只要我看到你,所有一切的回忆都仿佛浮现在我的脑海里。还记得吗?两年前的圣诞节,是我永远都忘不掉的痛,因为我真的很爱你,我整整花上了一年的时间来放下。林ah bui,谢谢你让我曾经拥有你过,现在如果还有选择的权利,我还是依然的会回到你身旁。
同一边,两年前





P/S: 虽然我跟你之前有点冲突,但无论如何,爱情总是会把每个人都伤的伤痕累累,
如果你们两个最后的决定真的是这样,那你要加油放下,要知道,分手并不是 他不爱你,
他真的为了你改变很多,旁观者也可以察觉出来。之前的事情也跟你说声对不起,这也或许是人生过程中所要经历的痛.笑一个就没事了,用笑容来带过每一据的疼痛,这样可能会过的比较好哦,把眼泪擦干。加油吧 :)

Wednesday 4 May 2011

5/5/2011

Oh yeah, Mother's day is coming soon, another year that i couldn't celebrate Mother's day with all my family, a big sigh. Actually today have nothing particular to blog but i insist to write even thou it is a freaking boring post. Thx for Alvin's daddy gave me a very brief counseling yesterday, he enlighten me how to be a professional in the future, He could looks through everything, especially he knew i gt the trouble on my study, he told me pretty lot of example in order that i can make it clearly and understand, i am so appreciate it. Anyway, i should work hard on my study but nt the affection stuff. I'm feeling so down when i'm think about my first sem. I'm completely wasting money and time as well, what for i coming here? dating or sleeping? shouldn't be both but study. I hope hope after i switched to law, i could explore more fun and interest on it, hope it wouldn't get me disappointment :).

Tuesday 3 May 2011

Kalends

Oh well, i'm feeling pleased since yesterday. i skipped my biomedical lab and FPHP100 today, too bad. The reason i skipped my class was because i couldn't awake in the early morning, LAME excuses, right? Hopefully i won't get trouble in uni. Yesterday after i done my group assignment of human structure and function, i went to building 400 in order to ask more information regarding the course which i am having nw. Yeah, i'm totally dislike lab medicine, this course is extremely inappropriate for me tho. idk whether i want to withdraw or hang on to it, i couldn't decide as if i withdraw nw, i nt able to get any refund but i still have to pay up the penalty fee, pretty ridiculous and unworthy, right?? that y i'm being confusing right nw and yet this matter puzzle me alot, but if i follow on, i anxious that i will get fail in the final semester 1 exam, as it is nt good for next year if i desire transfer to another uni. Besides tht, i switched my course to commerce, i'm considering which i am going to choose, as my 1st preference is business law and accounting double major while 2nd preference is accounting and taxation double major. i hope i can get the offer letter successfully and i hope i can concentrate on my study next sem :).
Another stuff to blog is i got the free enter movie (bladesman)ticket.
it is time to go shower and do my worksheet for tomorro chemistry tutorial as i missed 2 classes which mean i didnt hang in my 2 weeks worksheet, TT.

Ignore my messy room , i knw the pic is so blur.
 Before went out with him

Monday 2 May 2011

爱情

我常在问我自己,真的还要再继续下去吗?
我找不到答案。
有时候我真的没有方向感去走,我真的不懂我能怎么办。
跟他在一起,我找不到安全感,我真的在这段爱情里迷了路,我到底要怎么做?
什么时候才能下·定决心放手?其实我真的已经不能再忍了,我只好睁一只眼闭一只眼。
如果当初我的选择是两个,或许我的生活会比现在更好,我知道这是一个自私的选择,但我真的别无选择了。
我累了,我想放手,但我却永远都学不会放手,
我永远都不是你最重要的人。