BiliBala life

Saturday 18 August 2012

等待即使我已经知道答案会是失望的:(

你懂吗?我真的好想知道你过的好吗?
我也想告诉你,我还是会把心的另外一半留给你,
即使分开了这么久,我还是会爱你,只是把我该对你的藏在了心里最深出的角落。
这都是我今天想要告诉你的一切,晚安

Tuesday 14 August 2012

你和我都成了回忆

说再多,也改变不了现在的事实,
虽然这段感情得到了解脱,但对我而是难过,
在这短短的两个星期,你却又找到了,让我看清楚原来你的爱是这么容易放下,我也这么容易被你遗忘,太可笑,吴丰迎你又被骗了,
我真好难过,付出了一切得到的却是你编制的谎言,
你懂吗?心痛的感觉吗?悲剧。
难过是因为你说,你不想找了,有我你就已经满足了,虽然我懂这都是你为了想让我安心,
我也谢谢你,这半年你对我的疼爱,关心,和一切。你放心时间会让我放下这一切

我不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有,
还是依然祝福你
也谢谢上帝让我在这段感情学会了成长,我会坚持忘掉不需我的东西,

Wednesday 13 June 2012

好久没有更新我的博客了,
考试考完了,开心,semester 1就这样不知不觉的过了。
这半年遇到了无数的问题,困难,压力,都熬过了吗?并没有!

P/s:当我告诉你死心时, 你问了我,你做错了吗?我啥都不想说,因为我看清了你,当你真的爱一个人时,身为一个男人的你,不是会尽全力保护她吗?而你没有,你还是让我受伤,跌倒了,这就是你对我证明的爱,对不?太多了,我一点都不想开口,因为我们现在不可能,以后也一样不可能!

Wednesday 16 May 2012

不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾今拥有

好难受好难受,
也真的好想问问你一句,你过得好吗?
但都已经不重要了,
满脑子天天想,你是不是很开心有了一个他/她?
你能不能告诉我,我一开始就不能给你有机会进入我的心
我伤心的不是我知道事实而是你为什么骗我?
你曾说过你不会骗我,可这一次你真的把我对你的信任给毁了,
说着也都来不及了,因为我们已经是过去了!
在你车,是我想对你说的


谢谢你又再次让我跌进了你设下的残酷的陷阱,我又特从新的振作起来

Monday 14 May 2012

看不到的未来

我好想疯狂的大哭一场,因为这将是第一次也是最后一次我能做的!
说什么都已经彻彻底底的太迟了!

P/S:我依然会替你感到开心,祝福

Wednesday 9 May 2012

Another busy month again

Just a few blinks, 10 days had already gone, back to my usual uni's life again, rush and full of studying:(. Final approaching, hmmmm, hectic and stress month again, huge revision have to do, srsly i hate study, just hope i can get 4 4 units pass in this semester:).god bless!!! P/s: 很多事情不是说不想失去,就不会失去,不能说接受就一定能接受,这段不被接受的两个人终究一样是会被迫离开,不被祝福的爱情,一样是没有好下场,我常在想是乎要用绝情来摆脱这没有意思的烂爱情,明显,外人,都是否能看的出,这只是一场笨游戏的爱情!

Thursday 5 April 2012

long weekend

Easter break, one week break, any plans? i'll probably doing lectopia instead of go for the road trips, plenty of assignment have to rush during Easter break + peridsco + presentation. Hopefully everything can goes well and smoothly. I hate study, gg...



GTG, Take a nap before i heading to my freaking ilecturer

Friday 30 March 2012

Entire april fully fill with the pressure

I had done my finance principle MST few hours ago, felt so disappointed for myself, few of the questions exactly same as the question which we did in the tutorial and yet i had revised again and again, ended up i still forgotten how to solve and calculate all the question as i was really panic during the test. It occupied 30% out of 50%, i guess i probably will get only few percent. Seriously, it drives me cried hardly tonight, just wish i can get a pass.
Smile
P/S:  Thank for always being with me, Thank for being my punching bag, sorry that i'm often vent my anger on u especially when i get really stress, sorry for treating u harsh and cruel cause it's the better way I've to be, mean doesn't change anything, it'll still remains the same as it has becomes the fact.

Monday 26 March 2012

Tons of Missing

Morning,
I'm actually having my finance principle class right now, blame my alarm clock, it doesn't work this freaking early morning, basically i've to awake between 6.30 to 7.00, but i woke up at 11++, worse student i ever seen ==.
Just wondering have u guys ever try the bad dessert in any cafe, restaurant or anywhere?? 
Here u go, pretty bad taste dessert i never ever had which made by Kevin Yek it might be due to cinnamon ground and dark chocolate as i don't really like dark chocolate cox it taste pretty bitter, I'm not judging u darling, i know i should appreciate everything u made for me, anyway, Thank you, still it seriously taste extremely bitter and the cinnamon ground is the bad ingredient, GG. 
P/s: The way i stepped wrong, the way i have to bear or endure all the bullshit rumor which made by cocksucker and dough girl? the way all the regretful has appeared on my face, the way i think i am definitely ruined my whole life if it couldn't be solve up, no matter how complicated i'm, how depressed i'm, i'll still be optimist! There is always not perfection for everyone.

Sunday 25 March 2012

Cupcake and dessert

A very weird night, a very weird idea, a very very weird Sunday,somehow very weird thing appear on my mind, guess whatI'm thinking to make cupcake and dessert tomorrow, Teehee.

gorgeous cupcakes
P/s: Be stronger

Tuesday 13 March 2012

Jar of hearts

Oh well, is being slack during this two weeks, also skipped 9 hours lecturers and tutorials, how slack i'm.
feel so exhausted today and yet i don't even know why, i think probably due to the scorching weather, summer is pretty torturing everyone. Anyway, i just completed two topics of my accounting managerial, another 3 units to revise tho, god bless me plsss.


Apparently i'm missing u pretty pretty much, vast of missing !!
It really hurt, if this sort of matter seriously happen, i couldn't allow myself to accept all the truth,
Perhaps, people will think why i have to be like a skunk to destroy everything,


relaxx, sharing a song with ur guys, it is really a very nice song, christina perri



Sunday 11 March 2012

too much stress

3 weeks in 1 semester

Struggling for every units i am taken now, hopefully i could reach my aim in this semester.
my life so far is seem like having too much stress, it seriously makes me suffocate.
Time to go and time to complete my 2000 words freaking assignment which due on this coming thursday, of cox i have to put more effort on that in order to get very well marks which could assists me in my final exam.


night everyone, wish u all can have a really great and lovely next week


日記停在第一頁 空白著
開始就要結束了 故事該怎麼停寫
不寫了 也許就不痛了

誰的選擇 誰在忐忑 明明確定不會再見的 
誰卻強忍著 誰又再拉扯 怎麼還不捨得 
能不能就此說再見 為什麼還是會想念 
原來脆弱的是我 你的側臉
還在回憶裡浮現 偷偷藏著紀念 

日記最後的一頁 空白了
結束得像開始著 還想緊緊的握著 
失去了 傷口總會癒合

誰的選擇 誰在忐忑 都說好了不會再見的 
誰卻強忍著 誰又再拉扯 怎麼還不捨得 

能不能就此說再見 為什麼還是會想念 
原來脆弱的是我 你的側臉
還在回憶裡浮現 偷偷藏著紀念

秋天的落葉 有多遠
它是眼淚 飄進了從前
我不能再想念

能不能不要說再見
能不能就此說再見 為什麼還是會想念
原來脆弱也是你 我的視線
離開你所有的畫面 然後不留紀念
從此不再寄戀

Friday 9 March 2012

Second day

Second day without u in my life,
I'm trying trying so hard
Time will heals every single scars that u gave to me
心再痛,也必须放下,
多不舍得,也都成了事实!


第一天!

Thursday 8 March 2012

Blogger updated *wink wink*

时间可以平复这一切,对不?
有时听到真的会难受,只是你永远都搞不清楚那种难受的感觉!