又再次的被看透了，为什么我的开心永远都不会是打从心里的开心，心中永远都隐藏了很多的不快乐，为什么？为什么连我自己爱的人，都无能的了解我，真的好难过，好难过。或许我们真的不适合，也或许他根本不属于我，我累了，真的累了。我不想再一次的被别人看穿，我必须学会着努力掩饰这一切的不快乐。已经是第三个了，第三个了，吴丰迎！！！！！

Misunderstanding will brings people to the hell.....

I have no idea what stuff i should post these day, anyway. i'm really hate u heaply even more than heap i think. Girl, i did blame u before but since the issue had been passed for so long, why cn't u forget it? There were different stories within u both, and yet can u stand on my side, if the situation is on u, what do u think? Oh well, what do you think if people stab behind u? or betray u? or gossip behind ur back? u will nt angry at all? i bet u would comprise such a similar BLAME as what i having nw. oh yeah, Block doesn't mean what, u can block tho, cox i couldn't restrict u to do everything. But the only stuff u have to make sense, u never know hw the people talk about u, arent u knw? yeah, i got wrong as well, cox i blamed u when the thing comes without clarify, anyway, i apologize to u, SORRY. i will find a day explain to u, i don't hope next time when we get back to our hometown, embarrassed will comes toward us especially when u out with him.




B Y the way, Fast 5 was really AWESOME<3

"气“

告诉自己，真的不需要再为了谁或谁去改变，
更不需要去因为爱的人改变，忽略了朋友，真的不需要，
因为到最后你会什么都没有哦，
”爱“，我现在一直在寻找到底什么是爱，
到底要怎么看破，
也许快要了。

。。。。。。

我不想管了，
从今以后，都不想管，不想管，
 改变是个错误，
我会变成以前的我，放心。
这句是你说的，做人要知足:)
谢谢你，
我会一步一步退，退到爱情多于零。
我会很恨心，放心。

Turn bad

my mood turn bad lately, almost several days still being like " Xiao zha bong".
anyway, Sandy wong thx for console this few days, i'm really appreciate it. Hahaha.
Yet, i will try not to think all the shyt again, i knew it's what we should encounter in the life, so what??
since everything what "guang ge" told me, i truly feel it, how bad it's this year.
At the beginning of this year, i thought this year would be a fabalous year for me, but i completely realised i got in the error track. Apparently this year is an unstable year for me. i thought Uni's life would be easier than Foundation (year 12), but actually twice of them cn't be compared cause there got the difference within. Regretful always tends to me, why? why human being have to make decision but X animal. I can't even count how much regret that i'm having now, hw much decison that i have made wrong, hw complicated i'm now. i try to talk to u (unliving things), but why my life still goes unsmooth, y? anyway, switch topic.
Lab medicine and Lawyer, all started with L, that why i got in the wrong choice. It's not easy to be a doctor, stress can cause results in fatal, suicide and everything suck. No doubt, if i switch to law, it might get a lot of stress as well. I hate study, study, study, study, because i couldn't get rids all the stress. i have a higher target, i always hope i can get a good results, hope i can get top, hope my future won't be so hard, so what?i couldn't imagine if i keep on fail my subject, X fail, is actually couldn't reach my point, so what should i do? be a beggar better or be a useless housewife in the future better. All don't wish to be both of these, i wish i'm a woman who able to help my husband in his business, that's all. Did lab medicine related in Business, X exactly but well law might a lit bit related in business:). Hope semester 2 can getting better better, just hope to be better, Hope, got it? Bad temper in sudden, get off pls. whatever, i might try to seek sth interesting to blog in. hold on a second, something has reminiscing me, guess what?? let i show u picture

BALLET. since when i was young, i used to dance Ballet, I love, i love, i love. but i giving up due to  i didnt passed a level. how sad it was. giving up so easily and nw still being the same. a big Sigh.

TOE SHOE. i MISSING U.....

一切都会雨过天晴，是时候专心的每天念经了，一旦停下来，随时什么事都会发生，
我知道我很不尊敬你，对不起。它永远都会在我身边陪我度过任何难关：）

我跟你的爱已经画上了句号:).
都一起加油忘了这一切吧，这一次真的没有回头的必要了，
给再多的机会，始终错的都还是我，因为你觉得你永远都不是错的那个人，
我后悔，后悔为什么当初要原谅你？我真的很笨。
我真的好羡慕别人就像是sandy wong and alvin wong，虽然偶尔会吵架啦你们:)还有很多很多的恋人我都好羡慕。
付出的再多，最后得到的还是零。
在你身上我永远找不到信任感，你问我复合过后有没有尝试的去相信你？
相信，要我怎么相信？
把信息都洗掉，相信？
一直在骗我，相信？
星期五发生的事情，相信？
“有”也说“没有”，相信？
偶尔还会想起她，相信？
嗯。嗯。嗯，我可以做到相信你吗？
我们之间的事情，必须要让别人知道吗？
真的真的受够了！

好高兴哦，体重不断的减轻，三天的减肥既然见效了，昨天连碰食物都没有，只有喝几口水，我到底是人还是鬼，既然不会死:). 我真的很讨厌现在的生活，感情，朋友，都是废东西。从今天开始只会转移在学业，学业，就只有学业。感情我彻底的看破，呸呸呸。我怀念没有感情的时候，但从今天起这些日子又会回到我身边 ，peace. 也包托你们知道我跟他在一起的人，从今以后不要在我面前提到他的名字好吗？因为这一次我真的下定决心把感情抛开，再也不想把爱情放的最重。就像是有一首歌 “ 在我转身以后，你一个人要好好过”。 在这几个月里，我发现了我们是多么的不适合，但昨天我也发现了，其实真正属于你的，不是我而是她，我是一个什么都不会做的女人，很会摆大小姐价值的人，脾气跟小孩子还是一样，很多很多。但她不一样是你真正想追求的，懂吗？笨蛋。一切都归回原点，单身依然是最好的。
朋友呢，希望你能看到我的post，前几天的事最算了吧，人要懂的原谅，看开。我也不想去计较那么多，谁对谁错这都又上帝来处理，因为只有祂才知道是谁放了错：）无论如何重点是，我真的不想再被牵扯进去，你们几个的生活，还有跟你在一起，我真的真的事情不断的在发生，希望分手后一切可以暂定，也希望你们几个离我远远的，不要在把我再一次的融入在你们生活圈子里说，好吗？

就这样
要幸福:)
lalallalallallalalallalallalallala. time to go work.

oh gosh, feeling unwell :(
讨厌很讨厌很讨厌很讨厌，
我预计下星期又要开始我们的。。。
又是因为不值得的事物，
不喜欢不喜欢不喜欢，
就是不能克服，怎样？
难道你就不能因为我疏远下么？？？？？
算算算算。

无论如何，我会相信你所做的一切，
但同时我也会看开这一切。
你可以永远都像现在这样对我那么好吗？疼我吗？
我害怕，真的好害怕这只是短暂的。
我爱你<3

Lovely Saturday

Been to Fremantle this morning with Mabel Mah, Awesome, i'm having a great and lovely saturday. We had lunch at kailis, Fish & chips made us so freaking full, like our stomach going to burst. The worst things was we both keep farting around, BAHAHAHA, especially Mabel after farted behind me and walk to my front immediately. Of cox Fremantle's Market couldn't be missed up, both fooling around there, actually i planned to have tarot reading at Fremantle market but ended up i went to city to had tarot reading. I was being pleased what she had been told me, no doubt i don't think it is true and i not really believe even thought it might a lit bit same as real life. Yeah, i hope what she said will happen in the future. But anyway, he knews all of it:)