I love jayesslee

Price tag

i love both of them

left - sonia

right - janice

Seems like everybody’s got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night.
When the tale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop, for a minute and
Smile

Why is everybody so serious!
Acting so damn mysterious
You got your shades on your eyes
And your heels so high
That you can’t even have a good time.

Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
Well pay them with love tonight

It’s not about the money, money, money
We don’t need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag

Ain’t about the (ha) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

We need to take it back in time,
When music made us all UNITE!
And it wasn’t low blows and video Hoes,
Am I the only one gettin tired?



Why is everybody so obsessed?
Money can’t buy us happiness
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now
Guarantee we’ll be feelin
All right.

Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
Well pay them with love tonight

Yeah yeah
Well, keep the price tag
And take the cash back
Just give me six streams and a half stack
And you can keep the cars
Leave me the garage
And all I..
Yes all I need are keys and garage
And guess what, in 30 seconds I’m leaving to Mars
Yes we leaving across these undefeatable odds
Its like this man, you can’t put a price on life
We do this for the love so we fight and sacrifice everynight
So we aint gon stumble and fall never
Waiting to see, a sign of defeat uh uh
So we gon keep everyone moving there feet
So bring back the beat and everybody sing
It’s not about

Yeah yeah
Oo-oooh
Forget about the price tag

最痛的时候

每当我重复的聆听这首歌，心会感到一据据的疼痛

报应

不是不报，而是你时机未到！！

为什么我的人生可以是那么的“倒霉”？
我常在问上帝。

说来话长，还是憋在心里吧,“向亲爱的啊爸父祷告吧”


刚才我在webcam问mummy, 是不是我前世欠了他什么，未还清就这样死了，所以老天爷要我今生得换他？
mummy常常听我诉苦，叫我要忍，但以我的个性来说是“不可能”。
她说，是我自己要选择的，所以我就得忍，

==

我没有生气，只是眼泪在跟我作对，
很沮丧，连这样的话都能说出来，
我没有逼他来找我，当妳每一次开口说话时，可以不可以用上那么一点点的智慧来把话说好，
我尊敬妳不代表你就可以在后面讽刺别人，
当妳在批评别人时，你有没有想过你自己呢？
当我在慢慢的学着适应时，妳却又把我的心给打碎，让我又再一次的对你感到反感....
每个人都会有那么一点点的自尊，
每个人的忍耐性都是会有限度的，



我很讨厌妳，老虎！！

犯贱

我发现每一个人都会有犯贱的时候，
有了男朋友，偶尔的我却又想起他人，他人，他人，
这证明了什么？很明显的证明了我自己心不定，
看再多的算命师，他们一开始都会说“ah mui arhggg,你的心真的很漂浮不定”
好啦，不说这，


就说他，
对不起我对你的伤害，曾告诉你我不可能回到他身边，但却又回到了他身边，
谢谢你送给我的情人节巧克力，
很想念去年年尾和你在一起的时候，其实对对方有感觉却又不敢说去口，
你让我突然，不晓得为什么，没有理由的又开始想念你了，
其实，虽然说我好期待年尾的到来，但心中也会感到害怕的时候，
因为
我害怕回到了家乡后，我与他之间的感情又会变，
毕竟我们的年龄都处于在“漂浮不定”的状况，
随时都可以跟彼此“告别”
有时候的我都会在想到底 是要 爱他多一点，还是 在还没有越陷越深时拔一点点出来？

联合聚会

很不开心的一天但是出席今晚的联合聚会后，心情恢复了很多，向神说出了我的不愉快，
什么事让我感到不愉快？但然，又是爱情.
为什么人类都必须碰触到 “爱情”？为什么？
我已经厌倦了，厌倦这一切，
这一段爱情我想我不要了，我很介意很介意。
我想单身，单身，单身，我不想你，可以不要回来吗？
I hate u........ 我真的很生气

好郁闷的假期

超级郁闷的一周，好想念sibu，想回去呀呀呀呀呀呀，懒惰的我，现在没了工作，每天都吃喝睡觉，好难过呀，冬天的我体重不断的增长，好恐怖哦:(。我祷告希望时间可以快点的过，希望他可以快点的从墨尔本回到帕斯。

我发现没有了他的陪伴我真的很闷，没人陪我玩，吵架，闹别扭和撒娇，好想他他他他他，快点回来来来来来，叶先生！我需要你无时无刻的陪伴，我需要你每次被我骂时，你会在傍边装可怜和无辜，很可爱，但我从不会在你面前说你“可爱”这两个字，因为你的脸皮会很厚。

但是

其实跟他一起我并不知道，我是否是开心的？
很多时候不知是我想的太多，还是那都是事实，只是我不想去接受，
很多很多东西，我不想说出来，因为说出来只会让自己更难过，


我们能相爱多久？

我在想想想


我要拿出什么勇气来面对？
还有很长的路必须要走，
我很累，现在只想好好的想想这一切，
面对了许许多多的问题，难道就这么快想放弃？
你不在我身边的十天，我只想乖乖的在家，这也是我答应你的，
我今天才发现你处处的都在让我，不管我不喜欢你做什么，你就会避免，
每当跟你吵架时，你就会使出你最强手的无辜和可怜的脸，然后即使我不想放下脸来跟你说话，我的心也会自动的去可怜你，对不起laaaa。

希望你这十天可以玩的愉快，
我会很想你，
但已经在想念你的味道了，哈哈。


miss u b<3

A month holidaysssssssss

I just realised i didnt even update my blog for an agesss, oh no. I have been so lazy lately:(.

Still thinking wat should i blog in, ennnnnnnnn

Well, i'm on my vacation right nw, sigh, it's actually a very, super and extremely boring holidays. He is going to melb this coming saturday night, i will definitely miss him heaply.I'm trying to be a best gf when u're nt beside, i will avoid to hang out with Boy friend and trying nt to make u angry:).but u have to do me a favour, pls pls pls spend ur time with me tomorrow, lalalala, such a simple deal. ILY, and u're the one i love the mosttt, did u feel touch when u see it? Oh well, i bet u don't. Hope u can awake tomorro morning, so i can have huge time dating with u.


By the way, thank you for baked chocolate cake for me even tho epic failed:(
Thank you for the cheese cake and finally thank you for accompanied me this few weeks, i feel satisfy.

Loveeee uuuuu my dear.

hehe

insomia lately:(
昨天
abunene的事情都出来了， 我很久都没有用这一句词了，呵呵。
很可爱的mui ying 的lion被abunene买掉，哈哈哈哈。

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昨天又是@@的一天，很讨厌，不同种族的人，他说的！
上辈子不知道欠了我什么东西，他说的
欠我一亿钱不要还我，所以这辈子必须还啦。abunene

我不晓得我现在做的东西有对吗？就像他说的 这个世界上没有对与错，只要自己觉得是对的，就去做，但我又在害怕些什么？谢谢你Bui，当我每次遇到问题时，你都会引导我，说一些有意义的话来让我安心。希望会没事。








P/S: 虽然那一个时候的我很生气很讨厌，但都过去了，没事的没事的，不需要补偿什么啦，大笨蛋。放假要到了哦，来我们一起出去散散心，找他，他两个可爱的姐姐和妹妹一起，好吗？但条件是不管之前我和你有什么过节，都不准再提了哦，就当做没发生过，好不好？曾经在我心情不好时，你曾给我安慰，同样的，但你失落时，我会尽我最大的能力给你最大的安慰。加油:)

1:27P.M

 偶尔的我还是会想起你，林先生。但我很高兴你昨天晚上找了我，我知道这只是短暂的联系，但我真的很欣慰。我曾想过忘记所有的一切，回忆，但很明显的我失败了。只要我看到你，所有一切的回忆都仿佛浮现在我的脑海里。还记得吗？两年前的圣诞节，是我永远都忘不掉的痛，因为我真的很爱你，我整整花上了一年的时间来放下。林ah bui，谢谢你让我曾经拥有你过，现在如果还有选择的权利，我还是依然的会回到你身旁。

同一边，两年前

P/S: 虽然我跟你之前有点冲突，但无论如何，爱情总是会把每个人都伤的伤痕累累，
如果你们两个最后的决定真的是这样，那你要加油放下，要知道，分手并不是 他不爱你，
他真的为了你改变很多，旁观者也可以察觉出来。之前的事情也跟你说声对不起，这也或许是人生过程中所要经历的痛.笑一个就没事了，用笑容来带过每一据的疼痛，这样可能会过的比较好哦，把眼泪擦干。加油吧 :)

5/5/2011

Oh yeah, Mother's day is coming soon, another year that i couldn't celebrate Mother's day with all my family, a big sigh. Actually today have nothing particular to blog but i insist to write even thou it is a freaking boring post. Thx for Alvin's daddy gave me a very brief counseling yesterday, he enlighten me how to be a professional in the future, He could looks through everything, especially he knew i gt the trouble on my study, he told me pretty lot of example in order that i can make it clearly and understand, i am so appreciate it. Anyway, i should work hard on my study but nt the affection stuff. I'm feeling so down when i'm think about my first sem. I'm completely wasting money and time as well, what for i coming here? dating or sleeping? shouldn't be both but study. I hope hope after i switched to law, i could explore more fun and interest on it, hope it wouldn't get me disappointment :).

Kalends

Oh well, i'm feeling pleased since yesterday. i skipped my biomedical lab and FPHP100 today, too bad. The reason i skipped my class was because i couldn't awake in the early morning, LAME excuses, right? Hopefully i won't get trouble in uni. Yesterday after i done my group assignment of human structure and function, i went to building 400 in order to ask more information regarding the course which i am having nw. Yeah, i'm totally dislike lab medicine, this course is extremely inappropriate for me tho. idk whether i want to withdraw or hang on to it, i couldn't decide as if i withdraw nw, i nt able to get any refund but i still have to pay up the penalty fee, pretty ridiculous and unworthy, right?? that y i'm being confusing right nw and yet this matter puzzle me alot, but if i follow on, i anxious that i will get fail in the final semester 1 exam, as it is nt good for next year if i desire transfer to another uni. Besides tht, i switched my course to commerce, i'm considering which i am going to choose, as my 1st preference is business law and accounting double major while 2nd preference is accounting and taxation double major. i hope i can get the offer letter successfully and i hope i can concentrate on my study next sem :).
Another stuff to blog is i got the free enter movie (bladesman)ticket.
it is time to go shower and do my worksheet for tomorro chemistry tutorial as i missed 2 classes which mean i didnt hang in my 2 weeks worksheet, TT.

Ignore my messy room , i knw the pic is so blur.

 Before went out with him

爱情

我常在问我自己，真的还要再继续下去吗?
我找不到答案。
有时候我真的没有方向感去走，我真的不懂我能怎么办。
跟他在一起，我找不到安全感，我真的在这段爱情里迷了路，我到底要怎么做？
什么时候才能下·定决心放手？其实我真的已经不能再忍了，我只好睁一只眼闭一只眼。
如果当初我的选择是两个，或许我的生活会比现在更好，我知道这是一个自私的选择，但我真的别无选择了。
我累了，我想放手，但我却永远都学不会放手，
我永远都不是你最重要的人。

又再次的被看透了，为什么我的开心永远都不会是打从心里的开心，心中永远都隐藏了很多的不快乐，为什么？为什么连我自己爱的人，都无能的了解我，真的好难过，好难过。或许我们真的不适合，也或许他根本不属于我，我累了，真的累了。我不想再一次的被别人看穿，我必须学会着努力掩饰这一切的不快乐。已经是第三个了，第三个了，吴丰迎！！！！！

Misunderstanding will brings people to the hell.....

I have no idea what stuff i should post these day, anyway. i'm really hate u heaply even more than heap i think. Girl, i did blame u before but since the issue had been passed for so long, why cn't u forget it? There were different stories within u both, and yet can u stand on my side, if the situation is on u, what do u think? Oh well, what do you think if people stab behind u? or betray u? or gossip behind ur back? u will nt angry at all? i bet u would comprise such a similar BLAME as what i having nw. oh yeah, Block doesn't mean what, u can block tho, cox i couldn't restrict u to do everything. But the only stuff u have to make sense, u never know hw the people talk about u, arent u knw? yeah, i got wrong as well, cox i blamed u when the thing comes without clarify, anyway, i apologize to u, SORRY. i will find a day explain to u, i don't hope next time when we get back to our hometown, embarrassed will comes toward us especially when u out with him.




B Y the way, Fast 5 was really AWESOME<3

"气“

告诉自己，真的不需要再为了谁或谁去改变，
更不需要去因为爱的人改变，忽略了朋友，真的不需要，
因为到最后你会什么都没有哦，
”爱“，我现在一直在寻找到底什么是爱，
到底要怎么看破，
也许快要了。

。。。。。。

我不想管了，
从今以后，都不想管，不想管，
 改变是个错误，
我会变成以前的我，放心。
这句是你说的，做人要知足:)
谢谢你，
我会一步一步退，退到爱情多于零。
我会很恨心，放心。

Turn bad

my mood turn bad lately, almost several days still being like " Xiao zha bong".
anyway, Sandy wong thx for console this few days, i'm really appreciate it. Hahaha.
Yet, i will try not to think all the shyt again, i knew it's what we should encounter in the life, so what??
since everything what "guang ge" told me, i truly feel it, how bad it's this year.
At the beginning of this year, i thought this year would be a fabalous year for me, but i completely realised i got in the error track. Apparently this year is an unstable year for me. i thought Uni's life would be easier than Foundation (year 12), but actually twice of them cn't be compared cause there got the difference within. Regretful always tends to me, why? why human being have to make decision but X animal. I can't even count how much regret that i'm having now, hw much decison that i have made wrong, hw complicated i'm now. i try to talk to u (unliving things), but why my life still goes unsmooth, y? anyway, switch topic.
Lab medicine and Lawyer, all started with L, that why i got in the wrong choice. It's not easy to be a doctor, stress can cause results in fatal, suicide and everything suck. No doubt, if i switch to law, it might get a lot of stress as well. I hate study, study, study, study, because i couldn't get rids all the stress. i have a higher target, i always hope i can get a good results, hope i can get top, hope my future won't be so hard, so what?i couldn't imagine if i keep on fail my subject, X fail, is actually couldn't reach my point, so what should i do? be a beggar better or be a useless housewife in the future better. All don't wish to be both of these, i wish i'm a woman who able to help my husband in his business, that's all. Did lab medicine related in Business, X exactly but well law might a lit bit related in business:). Hope semester 2 can getting better better, just hope to be better, Hope, got it? Bad temper in sudden, get off pls. whatever, i might try to seek sth interesting to blog in. hold on a second, something has reminiscing me, guess what?? let i show u picture

BALLET. since when i was young, i used to dance Ballet, I love, i love, i love. but i giving up due to  i didnt passed a level. how sad it was. giving up so easily and nw still being the same. a big Sigh.

TOE SHOE. i MISSING U.....

一切都会雨过天晴，是时候专心的每天念经了，一旦停下来，随时什么事都会发生，
我知道我很不尊敬你，对不起。它永远都会在我身边陪我度过任何难关：）

我跟你的爱已经画上了句号:).
都一起加油忘了这一切吧，这一次真的没有回头的必要了，
给再多的机会，始终错的都还是我，因为你觉得你永远都不是错的那个人，
我后悔，后悔为什么当初要原谅你？我真的很笨。
我真的好羡慕别人就像是sandy wong and alvin wong，虽然偶尔会吵架啦你们:)还有很多很多的恋人我都好羡慕。
付出的再多，最后得到的还是零。
在你身上我永远找不到信任感，你问我复合过后有没有尝试的去相信你？
相信，要我怎么相信？
把信息都洗掉，相信？
一直在骗我，相信？
星期五发生的事情，相信？
“有”也说“没有”，相信？
偶尔还会想起她，相信？
嗯。嗯。嗯，我可以做到相信你吗？
我们之间的事情，必须要让别人知道吗？
真的真的受够了！

好高兴哦，体重不断的减轻，三天的减肥既然见效了，昨天连碰食物都没有，只有喝几口水，我到底是人还是鬼，既然不会死:). 我真的很讨厌现在的生活，感情，朋友，都是废东西。从今天开始只会转移在学业，学业，就只有学业。感情我彻底的看破，呸呸呸。我怀念没有感情的时候，但从今天起这些日子又会回到我身边 ，peace. 也包托你们知道我跟他在一起的人，从今以后不要在我面前提到他的名字好吗？因为这一次我真的下定决心把感情抛开，再也不想把爱情放的最重。就像是有一首歌 “ 在我转身以后，你一个人要好好过”。 在这几个月里，我发现了我们是多么的不适合，但昨天我也发现了，其实真正属于你的，不是我而是她，我是一个什么都不会做的女人，很会摆大小姐价值的人，脾气跟小孩子还是一样，很多很多。但她不一样是你真正想追求的，懂吗？笨蛋。一切都归回原点，单身依然是最好的。
朋友呢，希望你能看到我的post，前几天的事最算了吧，人要懂的原谅，看开。我也不想去计较那么多，谁对谁错这都又上帝来处理，因为只有祂才知道是谁放了错：）无论如何重点是，我真的不想再被牵扯进去，你们几个的生活，还有跟你在一起，我真的真的事情不断的在发生，希望分手后一切可以暂定，也希望你们几个离我远远的，不要在把我再一次的融入在你们生活圈子里说，好吗？

就这样
要幸福:)
lalallalallallalalallalallalallala. time to go work.

oh gosh, feeling unwell :(
讨厌很讨厌很讨厌很讨厌，
我预计下星期又要开始我们的。。。
又是因为不值得的事物，
不喜欢不喜欢不喜欢，
就是不能克服，怎样？
难道你就不能因为我疏远下么？？？？？
算算算算。

无论如何，我会相信你所做的一切，
但同时我也会看开这一切。
你可以永远都像现在这样对我那么好吗？疼我吗？
我害怕，真的好害怕这只是短暂的。
我爱你<3

Lovely Saturday

Been to Fremantle this morning with Mabel Mah, Awesome, i'm having a great and lovely saturday. We had lunch at kailis, Fish & chips made us so freaking full, like our stomach going to burst. The worst things was we both keep farting around, BAHAHAHA, especially Mabel after farted behind me and walk to my front immediately. Of cox Fremantle's Market couldn't be missed up, both fooling around there, actually i planned to have tarot reading at Fremantle market but ended up i went to city to had tarot reading. I was being pleased what she had been told me, no doubt i don't think it is true and i not really believe even thought it might a lit bit same as real life. Yeah, i hope what she said will happen in the future. But anyway, he knews all of it:)

我我我我我我我 "不知道“怎么办“

其实真的很伤心，但我不想表达出来那一种感觉.

不是我不想出来也不是我摆大小姐价值，是我真的怕没有话题跟她们说嘛，haiz.

我真的真的不懂要怎么表达现在的心情，压力渐渐的增加，担心和害怕也慢慢的提高，你永远都不懂我想的是什么，想尝试的告诉你但是又害怕表达方式错误，误会我的意思。我能坚持住吗？我真的很没有自信，害怕你家人的不赞同。我承认我是一个不符合你家人的要求，而你又是家里的独生子，真的不懂该怎么办才好？放手让你找到更好的？还以为这些东西不会发生在我身上，但是现在却成为了我的负担。

 

Before went to uni.

Extremely exhausted these day due to Menstrual Cycle.

Feel like wanna sleep an entire day can only able to satisfy me,

Basically i intended to get off the bed at 9.30a.m but ended up i woke up at 1.30pm, i think i can be able to compare with swine.@@

I hope i can shout right nw, shout as louder as possible. Anxious everything especially my first year uni,

i definitely cn't get used, cn't even concentrate and sit proper to revise everythings, what should i do??

can someone guild me?? freaking uninteresting in this health science course " LAB MEDICINE" but still i don't wish to fail although i figured out it is an useless course.

Start from today, i need to force myself to do some difficult things, let see

1. No matter what, must bed off at 11.30p.m, NO EXCUSES for sleep late!!!

2. Must do revision after get back home from uni

3. wake up at 9a.m everyday

i should achieve it.

Guess who the terrorism was?

I Love him alot since last year, I dont knw the reason why the hell i was fall for him in sudden,

i mean after when we met up at metro last year.

Perhaps, this is called retribution that is what i should deserved after 3 years ago.

due to i played him before??i guess so.

Anyway.

20 after birthday, but why i always handle all of those problem between us just like a kid?

The worst things is he only 19, obviously he is smaller than me, but he comprises such a mature mind, pretty ridiculous, isnt?

this pic exactly not look like me, apparently this photo had been edited by me.:)

Nothing to share actually,

still considering whether go or nt to go metro this coming saturday,

Fren Hyden invited me due to Carwin's birthday. Anyway.

struggling on my biomedical test, after this test i gonna be so free,

actually No, is time to prepare my group Oral presentation " Cystic Fibrosis" which i have to present on week 7.

 3 more days to go and it is April, Time flies man, brain being null still.

all stuff that i learnt in class " GONE"

such a lousy girl i'm.

Hope this sem will getting better and better even though i still unable to get used in uni life.

Destiny

down down down down, i need to eliminate those fucking rely.
Hope everything will getting better and better.
Broke without any reasons.
and u nvr ever understand hw much i worried u, NVR EVER.!!!!

不怪

谁都不怪，是我自己没有这个本事找到一个更好的！

讨厌

有点想把她干掉的感觉，
我跟你说最后一次，希望你能处理好
！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

处于不稳的状态

对你有一丝的愧疚，想独自霸占你所有的一切，却觉得我真的太自私了，
对你无理取闹和霸道是因为我真的真的太在乎你，害怕你再次的离我而去，
我想尝试的改变我自己的坏脾气，但却一次又一次的落空，很失败吧？


该不该放开你，我常也在想？
如果再一次转身，希望你将来会是幸福的。
信任是我们最大的问题。
真的太难坚持下去:(:(:(
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19/3/2011
谢谢nee陪我说了很多♥

Sportsgirl